I do it for myself

I am ready for a new life

To you my love I must say goodbye

You choose to remain on a path I cant follow

I need a love that will last for all tomorrow

You dont see because you are broken

Maybe then you could truly love me that rite was never meant to open

Why did we meet I will never understand the lesson

No one is to blame we had to go through this hard way

It breaks me truly the feeling of burning in the flame

But I never chose to be the side dish

I dont want to keep feeling so foolish

I just wanted to be near you as long as I could do

But the more I hold on the more I feel the blue

I played my hand for love I played this sorry hand for you

i lost at some point you have to give up you just never know what I went through

I gave up my soul walked in to sin to be with you and still there was no love no good

Call the game for what is was

We were happy for some time even though I realize it was a dream or just a lie

It was never real for you since I was your freedom or your play time

I will never know. I let it go in the snow

I was your restaurant coming when you were hungry and leaving when full

never even living a tip

its all bullshit

Then you come to tell me you are leaving but wanted to bring me to work to help me

The words were a lie except when you told me you are not right in the mind

He said he never blocked me

When you keep leaving back home to the wife who abuses its a block

When you are so busy working not seeing the way I need to be loved

Only coming by like I am some rest stop

I just want to tell you to f**k off

I guess its good this turns to resentment

Since there is no point in keeping the sentiment

We were a foolish love

I give up

for myself

for my health

I pray you will be well

Dear love farwell

I need to make you go away

how many times must one keep feeling played

You burned me with your flame but the other you saved

it hurts like hell

still i give you up

all these thoughts

all this love

for my health

i do it for myself.