Time to break this running down machine

Inspired by the sermon yesterday...break the machine. we are WORTHY OF TRUE LOVE.Not to settle for bs like marrieds/sides....Dont learn the hard way like I did but sometimes we are blind no judgement

I can't understand how he can make love to her and go home and sleep next to his wife

How is this an ok occurrence in life

Its not for me to figure about

They say well sex is not everything love is the healing

Yet why then does the spouse need take out?

When one partner still craves the touch and the other not so much

How can you be ok with still the same way

Yet he goes to the other every day

Touches her in the most intimate way

How did this and love separate

If sex is an expression of love

How can it be without love

I will never understand

I am a hopeless romantic

If it were me the wife who wasn't able to be physically and my husband would still want it from me

Because I couldnt give it wouldnt it be better to set them free

To love again newly without the drama

Without the guilt

Without throwing stain on the love that has been built

I dont know mama

I see a lot of this in my friends

This is what on the dating apps

A lot of men looking for what the wife couldnt give

What about us? I am truly confused

All those things I was told about love doesnt match

Thanks to all of you for making the single world blue

Now we have to worry about serial killers too

Its out of my control

But to this world I can't surrender my heart and soul

He gets what he wants but what about me

I was walking blindly

God calls  my name

I see all His love and mercy.

Time to break this running down machine that fools us

Only then will we see real true love

Maybe also real angels from above

instead of getting take out from another

how about working on finding the love that is till there for each other

instead of duping an innocent unicorn

instead of buying someone's body

how about facing the new morn

without any blinders from love

time to break this running down machine that fools us