Like bright sunrays

Loneliness is beautifully conveyed like bright sun rays

I only wanted you to stay

How can everybody else see but me and you

Why wasn't I aware it was in in my head

That this ship wasnt taking us anywhere good

Yet here in this lonely hour despite the flower power

I wish on every stay for you

I can say this out loud now

I know it wont ever be true

All that remains are the pictures that showed me some version of me and you

Why sprinkle anything on the topping us

I guess to mask the taste of the fake love

To keep me drugged up hallucinating angels from above

Told me she abused

While you are probably the one cheating and confused

Yet the version of you that came through the hue

Is the one I need

I went on a date last night

The guy got super high and left me at the club

Even though i said i was good by myself

What was the point of giving me a new disco ball

When the ship doesnt dazzle at all.

I have this craving that makes me want to unlock the door

Text him some more

Then I ask why

I know why like the back of my hand

I just wish he could have been a better man

Despite it all I really loved you

I really miss you

I never wanted to sin

i thought we were alike within

I only wanted you to stay

All i can do is pray

As the loneliness is beautifully conveyed like bright sun rays