In my head

His love is real

His love is true

I have truly risen from the dead

I was so in love with you

I was so there for you

I was the best so he said

He was the best to keep me from feeling blue

It was temporary relief

Fast acting

Still not the best to be devoted to me in the end

I know our love is doomed

This is nothing new

Its so hard to be with you

Its so lonely without you

But to go back would be like returning to the dead

For all this bliss was 90 percent in my head. 

Why do we feel some magic walking hand in hand with tragic

Oh why couldnt you make the fantasy real and fantastic

Because where I am going he walked way past ahead

We were never on the same page

I wonder if anything real was there in his embrace

It makes me want to cry even though they say healthy is saying goodbye

So I pray God will erase everything of us

Though I still cant delete the photos

Fickle and imperfect is human love

I will keep mine for you in my hearts grotto

The only true kind is the divine from above

He is the only true unconditional love

Ever holy and true

Now that I am awakened and seeing you

I have been risen from the dead

He told me from the start

But his words of forever played with my heart

I know our love was doomed

This is nothing new

Still I would give my all to be with you

Its so lonely without you

but to go back would be like walking dead

since all this bliss was in my head.