If I was beautiful you would love me

If i was beautiful you would love me

fat shaming would never be a need

sweet words of misery wouldnt be

it would be a different life

a sweeter destiny

however i am not beautiful

i am me

i thought my mother could see

i though this was one room where i was safe

now i find i just want to fly away

i try to be the daughter that is respectful

but the more i go i am the black sheep of the family

i am ugly

i am fat

i accepted it

why must you always remind me of that

i didnt chose my tummy

i didnt choose the lack of funny

i didnt choose to be ugly

If i was beautiful you would love me

i am the lucky one you see

i see the people really

thats why its just my dog Koa and me

he doesnt mind what i look like

dogs sniffs butts

as long as they are warm and fed they will stay not leaving you for dead maybe until you are dead

be careful what you say friends

the knife wounds are easier to heal then cutting words in the end

the feelings way a lot longer

make sure there is always sweet stronger

dont have to sugarcoat

dont have to shame

don't have to rock the boat

or play foolish games

just say something nice

if not silence is wise

if i was beautiful you would love me

but God made me ugly

i think I am the one that is lucky

i can see the difference between fake and real love

I can love myself better even if its alone

At least i know in the end I can give myself a safe home

if i was beautful you would love me

but only the ugly can be seen

so you don't you wont

otherwise you would try to remember how the things make me feel

your love would be real

here i am walking on this path of broken dreams

its really hard to deal

when you are walking all alone

but alone is the love letter because there are no lies polluting the home

no toxic things coming through texts on the phone

but all these things just help me stand stronger on my own.

if i was skinny i would be beautiful

then you could truly love me

but you dont

Reviews

[willweb]

I know that it is cliche, I know that most would say whatever but, beauty and I mean the true beauty of a person is found deeply inside of them. Outward appearances, well, I know what society says but I am sure you are beautiful and if he got to know you, he would love you.