Tired of all the blue

I feel so empty but the blues take me

I feel so lifeless and there is no one to save me

This life can make one feel eternally lonely

He has so many bills to pay

so many reasons to play

instead of love true, be real and stay

i bid you adieu

you lost me

but the tragedy is falling for you in the first place

i feel so scarred inside

i feel so many things and i cry

but you sit beside me and laugh

i feel like i am making love to the cheshire cat

when will the man i know who can be better than that appear

you tell me I am the important one my dear

but you are never here

turning off the app just to give me a ride

unbusy yourself

or lose paradise

the choice lies in our broken mental health

for the first time i feel unhealed in your embrace

i feel you could be more nice

i need your love

i shouldnt have to say it so loud

i shouldnt have to beg for you to come around

i slam the door on us now

the blues are screaming in my head

its hard to close my eyes in bed

i tried to reach for you and you held my hand

but its under the pretense of being my man

i need the real you

this fake one wont do

we do what we need to do

but i need to feel the love from you

i want to give it to you too

i am just to tired of all the blue