Toki sets me free

we worked so hard so Toki could be free but instead Toki freed me. For my Orca sister I dreamed/prayed you would swim the seas with Ocean Sun once more but God took you home to a safer ocean. For Toki

I politely decline your invite

I am 43, a lady

I dont wish for a mate to sip merlot wine and get a room

My soul mate inspires, this invite is full of gloom

Send me fires of desires

 Passion just doesnt  ignite

I just dont feel delighted with the invite

I dont want to get naked tonight

I dont need to rub my body just to scratch

I dont need that egg to hatch

I am looking for love

Someone genuine and cool

yes someone who reminds me of the one I used to

just better, someone single, who has life together

that man who can sing to me

I will sing back

like one orca song to another

like Tokitae sang all those 52 years to her Ocean Sun mother

she still knew the language, she never forgot where she came from

i just dont understand how they call it irresponsible to give her the ocean

why did you take her from there in the first place

causing reckless commotion

ripped her away forever from her mama's embrace

karma will make you pay

for the debt is owed

they gave us a swan song of educate, rescue and release you know

but they were the chains that hold

they were the ones with hearts of stone

each man i meet gives me that same feeling

while she was contained she showed us how to keep on, stay strong, God was with her comforting

only hunters remain for that sexual healing

it only comes when love is in the mix

when love is there

love set Tokitae free

i feel the love rebound over me

love doesn't kill, confine or make us weak

I feel so blue, i feel so deep

I dont want these suicidal thoughts in me

but I am blind I cant see

All the rage and the sadness consumes me

Yet I feel that stir of energy

I know Tokitae is giving a piece of hers to me

for she is no longer in need, she is free

she dont hate

its not in her nature

so she frees me

from the weak that takes me deep

together we swim those healing waters of mercy

the strength remains with her love and light

reminding me who i need to be

so i politely decline on the invite

i dont want to get under another lover to distract me

for that old past dream I am no longer hungry

I dont want those same old drugs

She pulled me in to her energy of love

With a whisper, with a wind from a kindred spirit coming through me

Toki sets me free.