Murdering my heart

inspired by songs on the radio

I can't feel a thing

I just keep looking at my mood ring

With HIm we discuss how I am feeling

I tried the new. I still missed you

I tried to move on but its kryptonite

His siren call came through the line

Collected under blocked message

Seems I still feel the scars from that same wreckage

Only his kiss makes me come alive

i just sit here and watch the grey sky

Through purple magnolia petals on my tree

 look at my mood ring

Remember when the sky turned pink

All I could think

was the way it was when he held my hand

like it was remade again from the sands of time

perfectly it still fits in mine

its like i could feel my pulse still beating

love lingers and yet fleeting

its hard to let it fade

i love his ginger bearded face

brushing my lips as he kisses me freeing me from the cage

his fingers trace my back like a maze

i love his voice

As the night shades in black and yellow

the stars and moon hide so we can finish saying hello

just sitting with him in silence talking about all the bullshits of tomorrow

he is my fucked up fairy tale rainbow

the pot of gold is the insane way we just float back and forth

yet still remains the impossible door

we rush together on the bed

i feel like a criminal and more

yet its these feelings of love i can't ignore

the realities of the world instantly shred

All that has come to be is him and me hopefully for all eternity...

i cant let go

i can't forget playing in the dark, waking up in his arms

This love is like a weapon I know

so beautiful it tears me apart

murdering my heart....