Ember

I leave a small piece of burning and glowing
praying that someday you will be knowing
i am the one you still love
while you are out there in her embrace
its me when you close your eyes you see us in the fireplace
just like me yesterday
i read its the normal connection of a ten year of and on situationship
i deserve someone who can kiss it better
he didn’t message me after I placed the block
I want to stay with God
recommit a life without sin but I wish we were together
its us I am missing
its us that keeps me wishing
i want to forget
in the end my heart just cant
i pray that someday you will be knowing
a small piece is still burning and glowing