Waffle

i am craving a waffle
maybe it can mask the flavor of reality that is awful
I am just so bummed
where are you love
why is it so hard to find
why did the universe send the 30 year old guy
to bring me to beautiful Big Sur
only to say i am not sure about the age gap but we can still be physical
are these the words of a dream lover
in the news this morning in yellowstone
a man saw a girl and thought this is the one I will marry and he did
why do some others get the other end
what did the guys of my life think when we meet
this is the girl i want to f**k and they did
its like the guy saying my heart and soul is to old
but my body is still at an ok age to hold
as if the physical is a prize without love
I really dont understand where is the angel from above
the dream lover
to end this hunger
to bring the joy and wonder
who walks with God light
it is so hard to find
i know there are more hard things in life
but this is my basket and it is heavy
this cross is hard to carry
so i will go and forget this awful
go somewhere and eat a waffle