Rehab

I used to say no too I finally went...thoughts of Amy linger

God keeps me unplugged

I was addicted to drugs

So He has me in rehab

Even my bestie said in a year we will look back

Every alcohol bottle i must smash

but the bottle is in the shape of a man

In his veins, in his lips, his sugar sweet words, the touch of his hand

were all lies

a poison called lover's paradise

toxic

I still want it

he left me a voice mail

only thinking of me while he is in the bay

its a tragic digital fairy tale

why didn't he ever decide to stay

so watch me now as I smash you away

from my heart

from my mind

i watch you on facebook post photos of you kissing your wife

and he still has the audacity to leave me another voice mail hoping I will keep him on the line

or maybe he is in the area of the reminder of his painful life

now that I decide to say goodbye

there can be no olive branch

no way to be friends

while he stays the way he is

so foolish

I never wanted married men

so please at least have the decency to stop the bullshit

wishing me well

while I know and believe you are stuck in hell

why bother to think of me

when life with your wife is ever so sweet

so my dear ex lover dont bother

the girl you seek is no longer

she has died

all that remains are the awful memories of a butterfly

some people are not blessed with true romance

some people just end up in rehab....