I Need Love to be my friend

I am trying to move on

forget that old life

i told you i wont be the side

i never did lie

it was you

he knew

I try to look for the new

i forget to reply who ever match let me talk to

in my heart I still crave you

but what we had is now yesterday

i am empty as a drum

i wont settle for a crumb

if you want my love

you got to step up

but it looks like you want another chapter of staying fucked

I don't want to be alone

i just cant forget the taste of you

its rehab I know

it hasn't been a year

I haven't found the one to just get under

no one gives me that same wonder

its a lonely place here in rebab

but I can't go back

he held my attention

but in the end it was pretension

when will i know the real you

or is this it

because the real you is bullshit

i dont wish you well

just like you didnt wish me well before

he forgot all those things he said

he forgets it all till he is in the bay area and he is reminded of the taste

we were the best

but it was all fake in the end

so I dont want to drink you again

I need love to be my friend....

Reviews

[Pallavi]

I feel some real pain there!

One thing I could say is that, after a few years, when you look back, you will see that it's worth it that you have let go of the person.

Hope you feel better!

[butterfly]

Thanks for the review! It is very appreciated and yes I am feeling better since I have left that toxic relationship. Thanks again for reading and leaving this review :)

[Pallavi]

Pleasure is mine!

[Beren]

This is so deep... there is definitely serious pain here. I feel your words. I read it a few times and my eyes filled with tears. I felt disappointment, anger, being left... Thank you for sharing this, I really do. I will read it until my repressed feelings come out in your words. Hope you are better now.

[butterfly]

Thank you for the review! I am feeling better. I hope it helps you heal also :)

[Cer]

Beautiful poem, it's scary to lose a bond you thought would stay for life. And it wrecks one more when the other is there, moving on while we're still stuck. You've presented the words in a very raw and real way and I hope you move on, Kudos!

[butterfly]

Thank you for the review!