Fly Away

words on paper

He called me February 2 said last time we saw each other he got sick

still has a cough

wants to know if I am ok

missed my birthday missed valentine's day

didnt have to call at all

then he tells me he will go to new mexico for 2 months

didn't even reply to my text

oh baby why do i only get sex

is that all you need

dont you like the feeling of kissing me

he says i am the best

but i often feel I am the one he forgets

yet i cant find anyone new

because when i do

i still look for the same dude

set me free

if you dont choose me

if you fly away

dont care what i do

then why tell me you were sick

i really dont understand it

why my heart also wont let it be

why this morning you haunted my dream

its a mystery of the heart and mind

mystery of the telephone

nothing makes sense

he always says when we are together we are whole

we are home

i need to find a new one

a new love

brave enough to stay

so go get on your plane

and fly away...