Trib to Bu

today i decided to drink till i got sick

it came to me about 7pm while taking a dump

i would suck down the beers and the cigarettes

and ask people about the fourth dimension

maybe the idea hit me earlier

while eating some corned beef hash-

with wood paneling at a depressing diner

being served by an old lady waitress

who winked at me when i asked for substitutions

but it happened later

when talking to my friend online

that maybe, (with an arm scarred from opening twist offs)

he said i should stop drinking so much

and i thought about my upcoming AA meetings

and the dui that preceeded it

hmmm what is my life.

what happened to my life?

ah well f**k

i might have just lost another distraction