I'm Sorry

I often find myself fighting my words
Words that drift above overhead
I don't know the meaning of most
And usually can't remember what I said

It always fits inside my logical reason
and I even fight back dreadful distance
But when it comes time to blow
I throw away all reasoning of existence

I never meant to make you feel this way
Never wanted to shower you with confusion
These times I wish to run far away
I'm bothered by my irrefutable delusion