Unrequitted Fantasy

This is a story of a woman who happens to deeply love a man, but she cannot tell him how she feels and her feeling for him cannot be reciprocated. So all she can do is imagine and ask - what if?

As the stars were shining bright across the stillness of the night
I see your silhouette in my window pane
My heart pounds faster in every step you take
And my breathing just screams out for longing
I feel your deep brown eyes looking through the depths of my soul
As i eagerly anticipate your manly arms around me
At the back of my mind, I hesitate to give in
But my body is too weak to fight

What makes me so spellbound towards this Mysterious beauty?
When in fact he is as ordinary as i am
Then i came to realize
It was more than attraction
or the magic of communication by that means
Standing before me is a man that i love

Why I love him I cannot explain
In spite of holding back and not acknowledging the desire
The outpours of love comes surging in
i long to tell him, to tell him how i feel
Just this one night, that's all it takes

I breathed deeply as I gather my courage to explain
But when I open my eyes, i see only myself
Staring blankly at the bleak starless sky

Tears of pain roll down my eyes
As I come in terms with reality
That the man that i long to be with
Will be nothing more than a memory
And the love that i so fervently cherish
Will not be more, but will forever be
Unrequitted....