Life's Fury

Lifes fury

Whats wrong with me
lately its seems that i forgot the meaning of the word happy
see and i have so much to have joy about
and i just can't seem to figure out

 why do I look so sad
melcononly and mad cause i want what they have
but im not willing to sell my soul for it
so i guess i wont be getting their no time soon
so my dreams are doom which is causing this great gloom

so i've stop dreaming .. I had to in order to remain sane

because I'm tired of all this same game people acting like they haven't a brain

nothing seems the same so..

 this year im 23 and its my reckless anniversary
to act an a*s in public and drink until i pass out
i don't give a f**k what's life's about

because I'm tired of the people that lied

keeping tears in my eyes and their rules I must abide?

and the distrust for those the laws of society said I must because

 people you look with a judging eye every time I confide the deep feelings I have inside
i may be selfish and what im saying is definiatly wrong but
for once ill play the villain

 for once i want it all

For once all will catch my fury

that is life.