SHOULD I GO

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What is love i wondered, how am i supposed to feel,
can i really understand it, how will i know its real.
My heart i didnt give freely i was careful it was a must, but they took my love for granted with lies and broken trust.
I built a wall to hide behind, my heart i encased in ice.
I couldnt take the pain no more i couldnt pay the price.
But life has ways of changing things and surprises came to call.
My eyes began to open, i peeked beyond the wall.
What i saw was beauty from inside pure and true,in all a beautiful person
that person was you.
My walls began to crumble, the ice began to melt.
I couldnt believe this was happening i couldnt believe how it felt.
But i couldnt let this happen as you were not so free.
I couldnt find an answer life didnt seem fair to me.
There is only one last question.
The answer which i dont know.
To save myself from pain and hurt,
I wonder, should i stay or should i GO



 

Author's Note

L plates on my poems just learning