monsters inside me

awful monsters live in the pit of stomach.

All these monsters inside me

 

rearranging my guts to make room for

 

neurosis

 

self loathing

 

nausea

 

harmful tendencies.

 

They continuousely produce a catylist

 

to recurring binges of

 

frantic isolation

 

constant compression

 

staggered respiration

 

spiraled locomotion.

 

I can't chase the monsters out

 

with theraputic mantras,

 

breathing

 

medicating

 

positive thinking

 

or vacationing.

 

I need to purge all of this

 

thick black poison.

 

 

 

Author's Note

tell me about yourself.