trust issues

i was never scared of the dark

just scared what was in it

i was never scared of taking a jump

just scared of what i'd hit on the way down

i was never scared of hearing the truth

just scared that i would be confused 

i was never scared of being lied to 

just scared of how the truth would pierce through me

i was never scared of who i am

just scared of who'd you'd make me out to be 

i was never scared of being me

just scared of you seeing what you wanted to see

i was never scared of the dark 

just scared that whoever was there would take me too quickly

i was never scared of taking a jump

just scared that i would never see the top again 

i was never scared of hearing the truth

just scared that i wouldnt be able to hear anything else

i was never scared of being lied to 

just scared of the liar, myself

i was never scared of who i am

just scared that you wouldnt love me

i was never scared of being me

just scared of not being who i was supposed to be