cursed

i’ll never stop looking for you
i’m cursed by the hope i have
that maybe one day you’ll be back
i let myself love others
yet i just want you
i thought we had to split
to come back together
but maybe that’s what i told myself
to let you go easier

i’ll never stop seeing you in him
i’m amazed by the similarities
that’s how i know it’s always you
i let him treat me right
i thought i had to
to come back together
but maybe he made it safer for me
to let you go easier