Never First

The more I think about it 

The more it hurts

I just wish I could have been your first

But he took that from me

And you don't understand how much that hurts

He used you

And in a way he used me too

It makes me so sad

That's why I was crying last night

Because when I said I wish he had never happened 

You said you were glad he did

And that hurt me...

It hurt me real bad

Because in that moment I realized I'll never be special

I'll always be just another girl you fucked

Never important

Never special

Never first

-k.m-