Take Me Up

on the spot; for him

your love is like my drug

and i can never seem to get enough

my romeo 

and it seems cliche now

but i can never seem to find MY words

MY feelings

are buried too deep

in my heart

i find it hard to speak

let's not try to find all the sentimental things

let's not chase after the love we see in movies or TV

let's love

exotically

i am in tears 

because i find it hard to look at you

without crying

and the emotions are overwhelmed in my heart

i feel complex

complicated

confused

by you

how do i feel?

i cannot even begin to say

but i know i don't love you

because words cannot describe 

how you make me feel