With You

on the spot

I can smell your scent, just like an animal

I can see you in the distance, and I know that someday, we will collide; a supernova no one else knew about but us

I can feel…

Your hungry eyes on me

And I can taste…

This invigoration

Anticipation

I can…

Crumble to pieces

Fall apart

And turn into dust

Tatter my soul until I become a living human prune

But you... you can do something

You can lift me up

And turn all my blue skies’

Into something unreal

But, at the same time; make me weak, and tear at my own seams

Claw my eyes out until I bleed

You can do

So many things to me

Make me insane

Slice my brain

All my energy, you can drain

You can take this makeshift contraption that I made out of lies and misconceptions and put it through hell

You can hurt me

All you want

But I will never

Die

 

Because of you, I am stronger, without you, I am weaker, with you, I am a soldier, next to you, I am a survivor

And we’ve been through so much together

I want to live

I want to learn

With you

By my side