"Upchuck"

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"Upchuck"

khatoonhazara

Your words are giving me a Stomach ache

Something is boiling inside the pit of it

I need something, pills, something to make your words vanish

I think I cried too much

At night, while you were asleep..

I think I'm sick now because of it

I'll admit, nothing has happened

And because of this, you will seem to always find a way to find the feeling of regret

Regret

Because of me?

And you tell me that it's my fault, that I started it

Like a child, but you are not a child!

You are nothing and everything, all at once

And here, my stomach is boiling again

Causing me to upchuck

Upchuck and upchuck and upchuck

I want to do something

But you'll get mad at me for it

So I won't 

..and so I won't

I'll stand, at your command, ready to fall to my knees at a moment's notice

Ready to take a bullet for you

But there won't be any time for bullets

No time for violence

Not time..

Just time enough

To be molded

..and fitted