Take Me Back

I can see myself

how I was before, I miss her!

Good!!

I have not moved on yet.

I have still not changed, the same being,

hurting over again.

Changes pierce through me like an Avalon, preemption strikes

maybe i was wrong

maybe i was right

but i dont know

where my story lies

the words keep going on

they go through the night

maybe i dont know 

what the future holds

but i sure do know what I can do

and there's not much

of any time

left for me to relax

the tears

they keep coming and i 

feel

like

a

joke.