reflection no. 483,932.343.

Do you remember what you told me?

Get married so you won’t be lonely, well I refuse the offer, in fact- why even bother?

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I hate myself more and more by the day, I tell myself I love myself to numb the pain,

This ain’t life or death if it isn’t for the thrill of it,

Make it make sense, even for a second,

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How I covet your youth,

Why did you wish me all grown up, what’s the use?

You promised a husband, you promised a child, neither of which I have now,

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What do you know,

You were only 16,

Even if it’s me,

We were young, and dumb, and gullible,

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Khat