thoughts

maybe too much.

i think about you a lot.

i think about your words,

your touch.

i think about how you said

i make your head dizzy

and your heart race.

i think about how you said

that i was the one.

i think about how you promised

me forever,

and everything that comes with it.

i think about the way you make my

heart feel, light and fluttery and

so in love.

i think about how you hold me,

always so gentle, as if i were a

porcelain doll.

i think about how you don’t know

that i’ve been broken so many times,

and yet you hold me together.

i think about how you make me

feel safe, happy.

i think about how you make me

feel so many things,

it’s almost scary.

but it’s always enough to fill

my chest with warmth, topped off

with all the love you give me.

i think about you a lot.