i have what i have.

and i wish i were happy.

i miss you

i miss holding your hand

and even though you hold my heart

i just need the tangible knowledge

of you being here

i miss you

telling me how much you missed me

and even though i know you do

i need the reassurance

even if it’s needy

i miss you

i miss your voice, lulling my heart to sleep

and even though we still talk,

my heart is wide awake

please come calm it.

i miss you

when are you coming back?

and even though you’ve been gone for so long

part of me still waits by the door

hoping you’ll come home again.