numb

A pain that won't leave my side,
eternal, endlessly moving through my body.
Why suffer such a pain?
I've felt this time and time again,
but I can't part with it.
It lingers on and causes the pain to grow.
My entire body is almost able to feel no pain.

I wonder if an over lapping pain could
hurt as much as the first.
I want to believe that it can't,
but I think it's just as bad as the first.
I believe thst this pain helps me grow,
but yet it makes an empty space fill with pain.
(An empty space that I created)

I grow from the pain;
the pain grows with me.
Soon I will become numb.