Memories are too hard to sell.

Just some stuff about how I'm feeling at the moment.....I know some of it might not make sense.

Its funny now that I think of you as in terms of the past

Its funny how its not you but him that I have

Its funny how everything turns and twists till it....dies

 

Its amazing how hard you can try to erase the past

Stuck up in my room burning every memory from the inside out that I have

Its amazing how you distanced yourself till your lies....died

 

And somehow I still havent seen through you

Still holding on to the nostalgic scent of your sweat

Rewinding in time to those nights in my room

Recalling those phone calls and empty i-love-yous

 

 

Are you aware that you've scarred me 
I thought that he had, but his scratch didnt come close

To your damage, to your mark

Lovebites dont fade when the perpetrator bit your heart

 

Why dont you tell me who has touched you

The way I did, since I've been gone?

Why dont you tell me who has loved you

The way I did, since I've been gone?

Why dont you tell me who has missed you

The way I do, since we've been gone?

Why dont you tell me how you feel now I'm rolling around

With your replacement, feeling his charm

 

Most times I'm happy, till I think of the past

Most times I'm tasting, touching, feeling, that which I now have

Five out of ten times I strangle new love with nostalgia's rope till it.....dies

Author's Note

its just a lot of rambling tbh

Reviews

[Secondhand Tink]

I really reeeally like this Kirst, proper emotive and like really hit out at times ur very good at conveying emotions and really like...GREAT!

I WILL READ ALL UR WRITING!!!! ^_^

LOVE YOU

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It IS funny how one person can be your life and then...suddenly, you think, hey look, that looks like a better life, and everything that you used to think you couldn't life without, you're suddenly living without.