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A Poem by Melody

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No more room for validation
My head feels like a suffocation
The violence of it all, I feel
But all good can never feel real
Sucking up my own love's joy
Is something I never expected to deploy

Like a dirty lake
I drown in all mistake
Most my own, some the world gave
None that I may ever heal
Only wishing a future to seal

With the love I know is real
Hoping he sees my change
To never see me deranged
As I live in the space of my head
All the controls are dead
Only one left of hope
The reliance on him I use to cope

His own light I follow in my shadow
Full of burdening sorrow
Of the sin laid upon me
If I'd never chose to believe

In the acceptance of fate
Which was a lie, covered by hate