i`m sitting here
on this gloomy and rainy day
wishing the sun would shine
so i could go outside
and walk around
with my music blasted loud
and forget all the pain inside
for just one day
but the rain keep`s coming
and there`s nothing i can do
so i sit here and think
why do i have to be me?
i`m kind of a shy person
who like`s to write her feeling`s all down
and hide them from people
i`ve lost people in a matter of time
and i`ve had people die of accidents , nature , and suicide
i believe.. more..