My demons and I

Writing a few lines about dealing with anxiety for the past 6 years. It never goes away but you learn to cope...

It's definitely for the best 

It was definitely for me

I didn't lose interest

But I needed to be freed

You know I have my demons 

They follow me every step of the way 

They take me as their prey

I can never run away

They've been gone for a while

But now that I'm facing them alone

I'm scared they'll come back and haunt my mind

And I'll be left  to fight them on my own

Sometimes I can't move and I can't breathe

My heart pounds and no one sees

How the whole world weighs on me

How am I supposed to live this painfully?

It's impossible to talk about 

Because it doesn't make any sense

All these symptoms and no one understands

You know I have my demons

They follow me every step of the way

They take me as their prey

I can never run away