Lost

I look for my path, but it’s not there,

It’s in front of me though I don’t see.

I scream that life’s not fair,

But life’s actually too good for me.

 

I pity only myself and rely on others,

I push so far that people are tired of who I am.

The guilt above my head mocks me and hovers,

Blocking off paths, making a giant dam.

 

I want to restart, make things right,

I have no clue what to do.

I have so many questions, my mind’s in a blight,

Though the answers, from the beginning I knew.

 

I’m so lost, but I don’t want to be a burden,

Should I just let myself burn?