Why?

Just a bunch of thoughts that I have through out the day, or night.

You know when you’re sitting in your room, and you look at the clock and its three o’clock in the morning and you have no idea how it got to be so late �" or early, I suppose. You don’t know where the time went, you can’t really remember what you’ve been doing. It was just suddenly tomorrow. That’s when I think the most. Between midnight and four AM are my peak times to think. Not just about what the meaning of the universe is, though I’ve had many of conversations with myself about that. I mean really think. Like, what do I want out of life? What am I prepared to sacrifice to get it? Am I happy? Why not? I get in this mindset, of why? And it takes days for it to pass.