Forever?

Life offers us hope

I had a crush on him the first time I saw him around the block from me
 He was sooooo good looking! So buff, so tan, so cute, the car a beauty!!
 He had girls after him his own age, I was too young, jail bait, I know
 But if he would just stop his fine red car and look at me and off we'd go
 I was friends with his sister and she was hot too
 I guess it ran in his family a trait as a rule
 So I had to like other boys what was I to do?
 But when I got out of high school boy oh boy all of a sudden he knew
 He lived with me and he started loving me as I did him like never before
 He did drugs though, so I did them with him to keep his interest in me
 But it was too much and he would steal from me and the missing money
 I couldn't do it anymore, it hurt me too much, I couldn't carry us
 So I told him to go and he hit me and he got out and I did what I must
 I cried and I cried because I loved him it's true
 And he told me a million times how he loved me too
 We went our ways but we really never left
 We hung out, made love, like his woman I was kept
 He wanted me forever and loved me I knew, my friends knew too
 But I couldn't trust him, he could hurt me, he was aggressive I knew
 Life went on I met someone, fell in love, I had a baby, he was mad I see
 He put him in prison so he could have me and her. He told me later happily
 I told him no way, he had it wrong I would wait until he got out of prison
 He was the father, I couldn't be with him. I asked him a favor, bad decision
 He came over, we were fighting I knew he loved me...he couldn't take it
 Me saying no and being without him, the rejection to my prince charming
 Me his #1 girl to be without me, it was so alarming
 He crossed that thin line between love and hate now
 And I'm no longer here now, nor with my baby, I have gone to Heaven
 Where things are peaceful, but I miss being a mommy, he chose this sin
 Now things have changed in the twinkle of an eye
 I miss you baby girl, Serenity Faith, just look up at the sky
 You can wave to your Mommy anytime
 I will watch over you and sing you nursery rhymes
 I will always love you Baby 'o Mine..............Mommy