Silence.

This is from a very dark point in my life. I am completely recovered from these feelings, but I feel the words written then best explain where I was at that point in my life. They're powerful.

no pain, no gain.

i have to. just one more time.

i'll never do it again, i promise myself.

just once more.

how i it that this doesn't satisfy me?

this is the lowest of all lows.

hurting the loves of my life isn't enough.

HURTING MYSELF ISN'T ENOUGH.

i'm not a psychopath, honest.

i am normal, i just hate myself most days.

hey, i am awake. most of the time that is pain enough.

sometimes i wonder,

would it be enought just to slip away into the

silence?

no need to cream, we're all deaf enough.

i am completely sane.

i just hate myself more than i used to.

Author's Note

sorry if it's choppy, it was relaying my thought process in the moment.
sorry if it's morbid. it' just how i honestly felt at that point. thank the Lord, those days are long & gone! [:

Reviews

[Frankie Nguyen]

It's quite good.
I know I feel like that a lot of times.

[xNote_to_selfx]

Good poem, quit a few grammar issues and a little choppy but it's good.