I Cannot Find My Way Out

Where am I going?

When everything falls apart
When everything is said and done
I am still alone
and no one seems to care.

Shouldn’t I be used to this by now?
Im so lost in this damn crowd
With all these shoulders Im hitting,
No one turns around to shout.

Im open to a new life,
One where I can run away.
One where I can look out at the sky
And not be so afraid.

People say the love me,
but they love the person they dont know.
I could never be my true self,
So I’ve always gone with the flow.

I once asked a question, far beyond her years,
“If I come home with all this, will you still love me?”
She looked up at me with such intent, and whispered,
“Only if you will still be my favorite Ally”.

When everything falls apart,
When everything is said and done.
I still have my heart and soul,
which are still chasing each other
                 �"like a bullet being fired from a gun.

Reviews

[alifeacoustic]

Those exits are well camouflaged, arent they?
I sometimes think that I would be happier just living in a cave, but a cave with broadband, electricity and central heating, and within easy distance of a good coffee shop of course.
hope you find your way. Great write, soulful and heartfelt.

[Philip Muls]

There seems to be an actual longing here for everything to fall apart because then you would be able to find your way out. But that is an illusion. A change is not always for the better.

Authentic writing,

[surething]

I was waiting for someone to put that into words, and I could not do it myself. Yes, I am waiting for everything to fall apart, because when it does that is when I can come out on top and show the people who make me feel all the pain that they are the ones who screwed up.

Thank you for the comment!! It makes me think that my writing is worth something!

[Philip Muls]

Do not doubt that or yourself for a minute. If you want to read about pain, read some of mine...happy to know you now. Take care.

[_Ally_]

That's very strange I came across this (the name and everything). You are very talented! I loved reading this. Be sure to go over your spelling :) Thank you for sharing!