Nothing

Pretentious to say it,
I doubted if you believe me
Your accusations and my reasons,
I know you found me guilty
You always say that I don’t understand you
then why didn’t you explain everything to me
Cut those s****y words
where we’re always screaming and fighting
calling me at 3am wasn’t good enough
to make me feel better
I swear I could jump thinking
of what might have been if we’re together
Those blurred lines and burned letters
You always swear how you could’ve loved me better

But I love the way you always torture me
love how you smelled of dried leaves
how you always smile, looking at me
how I like you because you like me
but one thing turns to another
you said you’re sorry
for like her
smiling like an idiot
believing your words
now how should I effin’ end this?
You left a scar after the fantasy