Love Signals

My “love station” has never been clear

channels intertwining..

static.. and hectic commotion

I'm on the verge of a mental explosion

I keep picking up signals that weren't meant for me

I wish they would just let me be

so confusing..

 

sometimes I can almost hear the music

happily I sway as I reach out my hand..

to turn up the volume..

but there it goes again.. I'm about to lose it

what's the problem?

 

I keep thinking maybe I..

should just pull the plug..

and get it over with..

these love signals take me up so high

and then leave me out to dry..

I can't take it..

 

I ran out of tears; unable to cry..

So full of fears; I don't know why..

why is it so complicated?

I thought love was obtainable

but it made me so numb and isolated..

I underestimate it..

now love; I fear it..

or is it that I can't feel it?..