Thinking Too Hard

This is about one of my teachers that I get to spend my whole high school career with. He has saved my life just because he was there, by making me laugh. The only catch, he doesn't know.

At the end of everyday

I think of you

Every time I open it

I think of you

While you only think of me

When you see me

Only when you need to

My stories are for you

My hours of work are for you

While you get paid to care

You get paid to talk to me

I see you more than my father

I'm honest with you

Not my father

Maybe that's why I avoid you

I pretend I don't see you

Because I want you to see me

I pretend I don't notice you

Because I want you to notice me

I remind myself everyday 

You don't care

You don't care

I'm only a student 

Your daughter is at home

Author's Note

Is this obsessive?