Dark

I hate to think that you

   touched me angry

   all I see

   is the future I will have

   the misery you will bring

     is endless,

      it's endless

all you give me is bad.

From day one you were like this,

now you question why I'm mad?

Alcohol

  defensiveness

   inability to understand

You're driving me crazy

I don't think you're a man.

You're a leech,

you're a waste

   of my money and my time.

I lament in my room

   when I think of July.

I cry and I cry

   in the dark

   and I pray

that the pain in my heart

   will leave me today.

But it won't

it won't go

it won't leave me, you see?

I'm screaming for help,

   but you don't see me.

You only see yourself

   you never noticed I fell.

The longer you keep me

   I'll be living in hell