Spare Me ...

Spare me from your gratitude,

Spare me from your attitude.

For things I do not care to hear,

Spare me from your vicissitude.


Anger, temper, irritation within me,

Shallow, unworthiness, suffocation within me.

Wonders of the world brought together,

But cannot remove the ugliness within me.


Full of passion.

Full of desire.

Full of lust.

Full of wants.


Higher & Higher as I seek myself.

Lower & Lower I find myself to be.

Deeper & Deeper I think of this.

Hollower & Hollower I find myself to be.


Looking for a image of love,

Thinking all is going to end well.

But the world would rather see it shove,

And would care a damn if I was in hell.


Deepening, reckless, pointless living of life.

Wrecking, Sickening, relentless living of life.

Antagonizing, searching for truth.

Wreathing, looking for ruth.