Kundera says
“…love begins at the point
when a woman enters her first word
into our poetic memory.’’*
Step inside you say and
I stumble as I cross
The threshold of your awareness
To meet your ghosts of loss.
With barriers so high at
Your fortress of resistance
I hear your warning cry as it
Rings across our distance.
Is this palace an illusion filled with
hope for future years?
Or a remnant of past encounters
that color present fears?
Scraped against your boundary I’m
Surrounded on all sides
The ghosts advance to taunt me
I’ve no handhold, and no guide
I feel as though I’m sinking
In some primordial stew
As words rush to defend me
Tumbling out, they offend you
I know I need just one word
Just one word that holds the key
That word is still a mystery and I
can’t enter,
your poetic memory.
*From Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being