I'm Always At The Wrong Party

I'm really glad...
I don't have to die watching something eat me
I'm really sad...
I'll never know how it all began

      how it all will end

She only shows me things

  in silence

Without the true terror 

  the true meta...

I will always die before the real end

   and I'm really glad...

   i'm not so beta

Unfortunately

   nothing matters 

And there is no glad

  but to die before the Real end

I am grateful  

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