Narc Tasting

False Rhyming

I don't want you to feel for me

I want to watch you feel about me

only

Play me a game that you think is real

only for me

Say a truth I can use against you

far down the line

Because I lied

the first time

Because I will always lie, 

believe me for real

I don't want you to feel for me

I just want to watch you feel...

Anguish, for it tastes the best

  to every NARCISSIST 

Author's Note

Reviews

[KWP]

who is the observer you or the other?

play me a game you think is real .... I invite your to play 500 with Mali and Angela, Anja and Jordan - but I refuse to keep score ... that right there's is soul nourishing real - and you will be sitting with a bunch of Aussie's who know how to 'take the piss' at every corner, so any narcissism will be levelled out pretty dam quick

say I truth so I can use it against you - I have learnt the true meaning of 'the truth will set you free' it may cause trails and tribulations, but once beyond that, the self can ne free....

[Davidgeo]

I am both. Which makes me a different kind of "the other". Have you ever heard of that book, 'The Other'? hahaha... it's not the greatest book in the world but, man, it's good... you'd like it. It applies here.

For being free isn't an actual thing... the process of truly trying to achieve it, that's the freedom. The myth of sissyphus can illustrate this I think... true freedom would almost be a type of abstract intellectual suicide, because even in the struggle - as long as you choose to struggle, you are free. Free to suffer, free to feel the ecstasy... and everything in bewteen, it is not what we feel but that we can choose to feel. Some of us choose poorly, some us make better decisions. Freedom really is a responsibility and when not taken seriously can lead to personal ruination down the line.

[Davidgeo]

(but with respect to NPD personalities.... freedom is indifference. Do not feed them what they crave. Be indifferent to them, give them nothing. Starve them to death)

[Masked writer]

I can really relate to this...Very narc family... Or should i say brother in law and father..

[Davidgeo]

I feel you. If you need to talk message me privately. I know what it's like, it can de center you're entire life. Just know, it doesn't have to. You are always free, even if it hurts... wouldn't you rather at least do it on your own terms?

[Masked writer]

That would be good. Narcs are almost the worst type of people

[Davidgeo]

I'm a narc by the way. Some of us recover, become self aware and try to repair the damage we've done to society. Yes, we really exist.

[Davidgeo]

(very rare though... if you're dealing with one... do not hope for recovery if some of the circumstances are extreme)

[Davidgeo]

NPD is a disorder people never truly recover from, we just get better at dealing with it. If you are looking for a healthy relationship, you will never find it with a true narcissist. It's like asking someone who is color blind what a certain color looks like... they might "know" but they will never see.

[Davidgeo]

How's it going over there?

[Masked writer]

Sorry had to deal with stuff
Yeah I get that. Esspicially when they've lived their whole lives like that
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