this time

i'm just writing poetry on my dad's laptop

she said she found me on the stairs drinking too much coffee

but this time

this time

i wasn't thinking about her

this time...this time i was long gone in some place near sicily

she said she would like to sit next to me and try to fall in love

but this time this time i was socially ackward

and i din't hear her tell me things

she was like such a smother

she said she would get thigns clear for me

but you know i don't

 

Author's Note

i feel backstabbed