should have

A Poem by NV

Dont look at me,
Your hazel eyes remind beauty
Please dont waste your tears,
On me:the boy you shouldn't meet

I watch your shaking shoulder,
From the tail of my eyes
Should have go now,
I dont have any tomorrow

They're right as always,
You should have run,
You should have closed the door,
I'm not your knight in shining armor,
I should have wipe your tears,
But I didnt,knowing the reason was me

It's 1 am as I came home,
Thought you weren't awake all night long,
You asked me few questions,
And raised your voice as I dont answer
I drunk and threw the glass,
You bleed and rushed

As the best way as it should to be,
I left you alone with the words,
You shouldnt have heard
I yelled when you said I lied,
And I blame you of every mistake I made

I blame you for breaking my heart,
Cause you made me love you deeply,
And it's all your fault
I am thunder struck your ground,
You are tender and heal my wound
We're too far and shouldn't have been near
Cause I knew we cant be,
What you wanted us to be

You should have run,
From me,
From my love,
I will only hurt you more

Dont look at me my love,
I shouldn't have cried anymore