I am lost

She saved me and I failed her...

I was bestowed,

a possibility...

I marvel,

did she ever...

Grinning at life,

awash with spirit...

Uncomplicated delight,

inundated admiration...

Evermore she provided,

what I com-pulsed...

I fumed her element,

with condescension...

I am imperfect,

with mortal failure...

My beloved,

swollen with existence...

To render for her,

I am afloat...

Occupied falsehoods,

the tumid phase...

Her facial expression,

flooded with sadness...

I detest myself,

unrestrained toil...

I am lost...